As we live in this world, trials and obstacles are getting
in our way. From childhood till our last breath, we meet people and situations
that challenge our feelings, emotions, strength and capacities. With life
uncertainties, consciously or unconsciously we respond to it. Memories banished
to the unconscious or unacceptable drives or urges do not disappear. And that undesirable
thoughts or memories will affect us and influence our behavior. And yes we
response, to fight the guilt, anxiety, anger, undesirable and uneasy feelings it
brings.
Consciously, we do things repeatedly as we repeatedly
challenge by life which unconsciously that action or behavior drives from
unconscious self. And in order to deal
with conflicts and problems in life, we tend to diminish or lessen the
unpleasant feelings to cope with the situation.
The smoke screen is the faces of our fantasy hero. It is the action or behavior that helps us
survive and get off to the unpleasant feelings which brought by problems and
conflicts. It lessens the anxiety we have, handle the guilt, and decreases the
fear and a little voice saying you are now ok.
Our team BIG LOVE, makes me realize and open my eyes to the
smoke screen I have, to the fantasy hero I made in my life. “Is it helpful or
killing me little by little?”, as I asked myself. The thought came into my mind saying “every
choice you made has a benefit and price to pay.” Whitelight! “AHA!”
Smokescreen gives me many benefits specially to my feelings
and emotions. But it is not the true me. Not my highest truth. It is my escape.
And as I surrender to the love and essence in me, I just realize that I found a
better way to fight and live my life when conflicts and problems came in my
way…. THE HIGHEST TRUTH, THE HIGHEST ME, LOVE…
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